Poems

*Trigger Warning*
Some of poems listed below deal with bullying, abuse, depression, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts.

These poems are, in their own way, a diary of a real life lived by a real person, and if there is anything we know about real life it is that it is often messy.

Poems

c.2010, 25.4.16 Watching and Waiting

11.12.__ The Power of Love

12.1.6 She Wiped Her Tears Away

12.1.6 Why I Hide Myself

12.1.8, 19.5.16 Friendship is a Universal Language

12.1.10 Butterfly Wings

12.1.11, 16.4.29 He is My Healer

12.1.26 Warrior

12.3.21, 18.9.11 My Silent Cry

12.3.21 My Silent Pain

12.4.15 Why I Weep

12.4.15, 18.3.22 We Have the Power

12.6.6 When One is Alone

12.8.31, 20.1.1 I Only Wish

12.9.7, 18.10.25 What You’ve Made Me

12.9.21 Beauty Fades

12.9.21 Fireflies

12.9.23, 16.9.30 Pearls

12.9.23 Annette

12.9.24, 23.3.25 Fighter for Justice

12.10.1, 16.9.30 The Silent People

12.10.29, 19.5.16 Friendless

12.10.29 To be Loved

12.11.11 You Are

12.11.22 Nightsong

12.11.24 I Am with the Animals

12.11.24 Song of the Earth

12.1.24 Ode to John

12.12.5 Who I Am

12.12.11, 21.2.10 If God gave me Gills

12.12.17 My Dreams

12.__.__, 25.4.16 The Magic of Spring

13.1.28 The Journey

13.1.31 Humans

13.2.2 Yahweh

13.3.5 You are Mine

13.4.25, 16.10.11 Life is Unique

13.6.7 Invisible?

13.7.6 Bonded

13.9.29 Inside My Head

13.12.2 Sight

13.__.__, 25.5.16 The Fire Within

14.3.4 It That Shall Not be Written

14.3.30 Mind over Matter

14.3.30 Fear

14.5.1 The Land of my Birth

14.6.30 Off to Sleep

14.7.1 I’m Trapped Inside A Place Called Home

14.7.13 The Life Forgotten

14.7.20 For Your King

14.7.23 The Day the Tree Toppled Over

14.9.3 Little Emerald

14.9.3, 16.6.17 Scars

14.9.8 Where I Belong

14.9.24 Goodbye

14.9.27, 16.10.18 Sanctuary

14.10.1 Her Hands

14.10.1 God Changes Everything

14.10.13, 25.6.7 A Blossom Floating Across the Water

14.11.12 Who Are You

14.11.17 White Walls

15.1.26, 25.4.16 Awaiting the Morning

15.7.4 I Was There

15.10.17 Darkness seeking Light

15.12.23 Dear X,

16.3.6 “Sorry”

16.4.17 Question Everything

16.4.17 Don’t Fade into Grey

16.4.30 The Butterflies of the Field

16.5.7 Self-Destruction

16.6.17 What A Fool I’ve Been

16.7.27 I Am NOT Broken

16.8.17 My Darling

16.9.6 The Crux of the Battle

16.9.12 Dead Inside

16.9.26 My Child

16.9.29 Autumn

16.10.4 Daughter

16.10.24 I Will Not Bow

16.12.16 Blind

16.12.16 Restore your Kingdom

17.1.18, 17.9.13 What if I Were to Die

17.1.30 What you Don’t See

17.3.31 Awakening

17.4.18 Forest Heart

17.4.18 Alive

17.7.2 Toxic Love

17.7.7 The Jars

17.10.8 Worthless?

17.11.19 Light

17.12.2 I See You

17.12.6 Beloved

18.1.4 Me v.s. Myself

18.1.19 Reality

18.3.12 Dawning of a New Day

18.3.12 Living Death

18.3.19 Contagious

18.5.22 Empath’s Lament

18.6.10 Darkectomy

18.6/7.__, 20.11.4 I Only Provide Rest

18.10.12 They Thought They Could Break Me

18.12.23 Reaching Out

18.12.23 Never Surrender

19.2.11, 19.4.28 Appearances Can Be Deceiving

19.2.24 The Moonlit Realm

19.3.3 Seeking Life

19.3.7 My Reflection Isn’t Me

19.4.15 Morning

19.5.15 Stone Hearts

19.6.1 Becoming Whole

19.6.8 Soulsleep

19.6.12 Normal is Overrated

19.7.28 Self-Imagined Resilience

19.8.13 Words Can Wound

19.8.13 Come Close

19.8.20 Transform Me

19.8.27 The Truth

19.9.8 We All Need Different Things

19.9.18 Tired

19.10.4 My Chrysalis

19.10.6 Someone As Insignificant As I

19.10.7 Sing

19.10.16 Bleed

19.10.28 LIVE

19.12.20 Just Between Us

20.1.26 Spring

20.2.7, 20.3.14 I’m Not Waiting

20.3.10 Meet Me Here

20.3.16 Lost Wandering soul

20.3.28 I Can’t Do This

20.4.2 Note To Self

20.4.12 Breathe

20.4.18 Listening

20.4.19 Soulsearching

20.4.26 Soar

20.5.10 I Just Want to go Home

20.5.19 Perspective

20.5.19 The Weight of the World

20.5.22 Let Me Feel You Lord

20.7.12 Just Hold On

20.7.15 Summer Magic

20.8.6 The Day My Heart Died

20.8.7, 20.8.9 Letting Go

20.8.8 Loss

20.8.9 Love Comes With A Price

20.8.19 You Laugh

20.9.16 I’m Still Grieving…and it will never end

20.10.3 The Terror of the Night

20.10.4 All I Have Left are My Dreams

20.10.21 Early Morning Ramblings

20.12.6 A Wild Thing

21.1.2 Don’t Speak

21.2.7 Trapped

21.2.15 Follow Your Heart

21.2.23 I’m Still Haunted By The Memories

21.3.9 Don’t Leave Me Alone With Paper

21.3.28 The Wild Ones

21.4.1 A Question of the Heart

21.4.11 These Bones

21.4.21 And Me in a Garden Full of Cats

21.4.__ Not Another Average Ordinary

21.4.25 How Fast Does A Dream Fly By

21.5.19 About a Little Flower Far From Home

21.6.16 Redeemed

21.6.16 By the Blood

21.8.9 Broken and Bleeding

21.9.5 A Letter

21.9.12 The Dream Catchers

21.10.1 Caterpillar Feet

21.10.22 Sing to the King

21.10.30 Comatose Kitties

21.12.23 Here and Now

22.1.4 Not to Be

22.1.7 Blind Eyes

22.1.31 What is Love

22.1.31 When People Fall Short

22.2.16 Heartbeat

22.3.11 I Remain Unenchanted

22.3.11 Time

22.5.26 Ghosts of the Desert

22.7.2 Money is a Useless Thing

22.7.27, 22.9.24 My Life is a Broken Record

22.8.3 Can You Hear Me?

22.8.9 A Mother

22.8.13 Us

22.8.14 Adopt A Stranger

22.8.16 The Forest Remembers

22.10.1 An Invitation

22.10.24 Night Butterflies

22.10.24 Trust

22.10.30 The Spinning of Starlight

22.11.4 Make Way for the Concrete Jungle

22.12.25 Come

22.12.25 The Rain

22.12.26 Mighty River

22.12.28 Not with all these Secrets that We Keep

23.3.25 That Which is to Come

23.6.10 I Want to Hug the Moon

23.6.21, 23.8.2 A Forgotten Freedom

23.6.21, 23.7.26 Sacred Ground

23.6.22, 23.7.26 The Storms Beneath My Skin

23.7.17, 25.5.6 These Buzzing Things

23.7.25 The Littlest Spark

23.8.9 Where are You?

23.8.10 The Weight of Words

23.9.3 “I Am Here”

23.10.8 A Nightmare

23.11.23 Nothing to You

24.1.24 Beauty in the Journey

24.2.18 Missing You

24.2.23 Spring Springs Forth

24.2.23 To Make and Mend

24.4.6 Adventures Upon A Glass Beach

24.4.24 This Finite World

24.5.26 Come Along With Me

24.6.5 Once Upon a Falling Star

24.7.26 To Feed a Country

24.8.19 Love Was Just a Theory

24.8.21 Sometimes it is not Enough

24.10.27 Illusions

25.2.6 Kim

25.3.9 Hidden Pockets of Splendor

25.6.7 I Need You

25.6.9 Hypocrisy

25.6.20 My Cry

25.7.11 Rescued

25.7.19 Here in the Midst with Us

25.7.25 The Hatred Growing in the Hearts of Men

25.7.25 Beware the Demons Among Us

25.8.26 Did you Pray for Me?

25.9.4 Our Only Hope is You