I’m Still Grieving…and it will never end

I'm Still Grieving...and it will never end

They tell me that it's been long enough,
They wonder why I'm still grieving,
But eternity would never be enough,
And there is too much pain within these bones to ever stop weeping.
They act as if losing her did not bring my world to an end,
As if somehow, I could ever be whole again.
As if my heart did not break,
As if I did not lose part of my soul.
They ask me when all this will be over,
When I will stop grieving,
And my response is:
“When I no longer search for her in my dreams night after night thinking that if I could just find her, that 	everything would be alright.
When I no longer wake in the dead of night wondering why she isn't by my side;
Only to remember that she's gone.”
My answer is this:
“When my soul stops searching for her,
Then I will have grieved and bled enough.”
For I was never meant to live without her;
And so this will never end.